Open Your Eyes: Bat For Lashes

There's a degree of joy in wallowing in pain and misery. Nirvana did it. The Smiths certainly did it. Joy Division did it, milked it, and nicked the cow afterwards. Misery loves company (preferably the kind that will play the heartstrings like a pensive cello), but people generally shrink from anything that forces them to actually engage with it. Far better leave it to three minutes of someone else's pain than facing up to your own. Right?
 
Wrong. While Cobain is her idol, the music of Natasha Khan, the 26-year-old Brighton-based musician behind the incomparably named Bat For Lashes (an alter-ego that "sounded right"�) is light-years away from the voyeurism of grunge's sullen yowl. "There's certain chords in things that make you go 'Oooh' inside,"� she says. "All my favourite songs have got that clinching little chord change, or instrumentation, or way of singing that makes me want to die through happiness."�
 
Those "clinching little chord changes"� got Khan supporting gigs with Low and My Latest Novel. They also attracted the attention of Devendra Banhart, who personally invited Bat For Lashes to join him at May's All Tomorrow's Parties and with good reason. 
 
Her debut album 'Fur and Gold' is a cocktail of piano, theremin, thunderclap and poetry. Cold and soaring, it's evocative of spending the afternoon coasting inside the brain of someone with a much better bookshelf than you. It's emo, but for people with emotions rather than complicated haircuts. Khan calls it the celebration of sadness: "When you see the beauty in really painful things, it's like a freedom, you get released."
 
Khan first found her sound when she saw a piano player improvising film soundtracks on TV as a kid. Fed up with regurgitating classical musicians on her piano, Khan decided to find something new. "I was having a very difficult time at home, and it became my saviour," she explains. Her father (part of the Khan squash-playing dynasty) left home when she was 11, and she began all-night solo music sessions as a way of dealing with it. "When you're a child, these things happen and you think 'Oh, it's really shit', but outside yourself there's an adult-self that can see the beauty. Your life has become a serious matter, and you're gonna move on."
 
10am on a Monday morning is not normally a time for having tears pricking your eyes simply by listening to a CD, but with Bat For Lashes, it happens. From the soaring compulsion of 'Bat's Mouth' to the pulsating refrain of forthcoming single 'Trophy', 'Fur and Gold' delivers a powerful emotional sucker punch. It's bewildering to listen to; drawing every ounce of grief, loss and vulnerability you've ever felt to the surface. Oh God, is this, like, therapy?
 
"Adults are emotionally retarded,"� says Khan, bluntly. "By the time you get to adulthood you're so closed to many avenues because you're frightened of judgement or being hurt. When you're small it's not all light and flowers, it's animalistic and ****ed up.â€� She should know. Khan worked as a nursery nurse for two years and says it's the most fun she's ever had.